I also came to this realisation, and even had the chance to use it when walking at night in a bad neighbourhood, and heard foot steps start up behind me. I didn’t become frightened. I actually became curious will this be my end? Type questioning.

My family on the other hand found this quite disturbing and asked if I feared for my loved ones. (they are like that)
I had to think about that one. I would miss them but death is an inevitability not to sound cold.
I once was closely missed by a car accident while in the car with my family and I was still not afraid for myself or them.
I don’t know if its purely philosophical reasoning or if something is wrong with me.
Come to think of it I have never cried at the few funeral’s I have attended. I actually smirked at memories of good times.

…hmm I’m thoughtful know

Not that I recall any way.
What do you mean by those who don’t beileve in time? Theres an option?
You miss just blew my mind. Thank you by the way.

What about lies? I find it interesting that someone would lie about day to day business.
But then again I enjoy unravelling the truth from untruths.
After all an artful lie from an intelligent person can take a good amount of time to unravel if you ever become aware of it.

I saw one that said and I quote mind you “saying Oh god repeatedly in your bedroom does not count as praying”

I was thoroughly disgusted and it only served to reinforce my opinion that religion does not need to be a public spectacle. I find that going into a place of worship by your self ware the presence of simpletons with the mind set of “look at me I’m at church that makes me a better person then you” are not present is a far better way to go about it.

God for me is a person who listens but doesn’t need to answer because if he did (seriously now) free will would go out the window for most now wouldn’t it?

I mean in the Christian religion God gave us choice. That rite there is the ultimate sign of trust and understanding. In my opinion of course.

I also have the ongoing live argument of why there are reasons I would chose not to be forgiven by God for the sins I commit. Asking for forgiveness by a person who never “says” no is redundant at best for me at least. I instead pray for god to judge me for all actions that I commit weather they be good or bad.